This Movie is Getting Gnarly
Updated: Jun 4
Full Moon|Lunar Eclipse|June 5, 2020|15 Sagittarius 34’
Hey trusted ones in whom I live and move and have my being. This movie is getting gnarly and too realistic. I do not listen to the news for a daily dose of discomposure, but the creaming police and fire sirens heralding current events came to me like water board torture for the ears. Saturday night to Sunday morning, eight solid hours as LaBrea Avenue turned into a screeching, haunting river. Never ever have I listened to eight hours of constant sirens. Tried my best to drown out the high-pitched cacophony with clips of The Voice in every country in the world on YouTube. However, sirens howled interference slightly above the plaintive, pleading, extolling, and celebrating voices.
In my head, I hear Luther singing, “I don’t want to be a fool.” I don’t want to keep the faith in vain. This is the Full Moon in Sagittarius, sign of religion and dogma and belief systems in general. A loved one punctuates to me that sometimes there must be violence. There must be war. The settlers had to dump the tea in the ocean to say “fed up” and England had to send an army to keep the rule and the colonies had to fight back.
Things haven’t changed in the new millennium and the people are pent up, he continued, and folks have to march and riot. Otherwise no one will listen. No one was listening, right? It kept happening, right? Maybe they will listen now.
Am feeling dull and funky as he speaks. I must write an empowering message for the upcoming lunar eclipse and sure as hell don’t know what to say. At the New Moon I declared, “Welcome to the Age of Enlightenment.” It seems that the universe pressed a boorish buzzer. WRONG!
Doubt is torture too. It occurs to me that loss of faith is the South Node in Sagittarius. Remember, the South Node indicates the tail of things that must oblige the direction of the head. The dragon’s head, the North Node, is in Gemini. It is also conjunct Vesta and Mercury in Gemini. Vesta says, “Let not the flame die out. Keep your mind focused on a brighter day. This is not a future day, future being a Sagittarius concept and the South Node. Focus on the unfazed Sun. Today is the bright day.
Choose this day, whom you will serve. Choose today. Make up your mind. Will you join or remain with the frustrated masses? Or will you keep your focus, which is also Vesta? Will you, “Keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you,” as per Kipling. Keep your head evokes Chiron in Aries. The next two eclipses will be paying homage to the nodes. The next 18 months will most likely test our faith again and again. Jupiter, ruler of Sagittarius, is conjunct Pluto, escalating the drive for power. Jupiter and Pluto in Capricorn are tearing down structures of error and false knowledge.
I am tearing down the false structure that I have agreed to about who has the power. The power comes through me. I observe my mental posture as I consider keeping myself in food, clothing, shelter and fun. I see this hat in hand, please be kind, posture. I don’t like it. It looks sniveling. It looks like a lie I tell myself, that I am in a weak position trying to make the grade that someone else must give me and to have the things that others must permit to get.
Some changes look negative on the surface, but you will soon realize that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.” – Eckhart Tolle
To utilize the North Node in Gemini, watch your thoughts. Are you complaining, whining, blaming? Choose thoughts that empower instead. “Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul.” – William Ernest Hensley