Full Moon Lunar Eclipse
Winter Solstice.
December 21, 2010
29 Gemini 21

How do I bring the world together as it comes through me? How do I make diversity unity?

It doesn’t matter who is president or king of the world at the moment. The economy doesn’t matter. All that matters is how I sit and ponder and how I go forth to represent what I hear. If I sit and ponder from the throne of my being, then I can make all things whole by reminding myself that it is all One, all God, all Good and my life is for the service and use of this one.

Use me. (Saturn)

Life’s no joke. This doesn’t mean that I can’t have ecstatic flights of fickle fun. I just need my Saturn. I need my center. I need shelter in a storm. I need something upon which I can rely. I need a simple point.

The simple point is eternal life. No death. No Saturn as devil. No devils at all. Nothing threatens my life, esteem, or well-being. If someone or something is masquerading as other than the will-to-good, I simply do not encounter it or do not engage it. I do not include its possibility. I make myself so that it doesn’t want to tangle with me. I do not fear.  Therefore it does not have to attack me in self defense. I do not have the kill or be killed spirit. Goodbye Devil. Goodbye spirit of disputation.

I will create the peace that I alone can give myself. Peace in my eyes. Peace in my actions.

Use me Great Self. Use me as I am, at the age I am, and at the stage I am. Use me at the place I am, in the space  I am, and at the weight I am.

I am good enough for Your purposes. I can do anything that expresses Your power, Your love, Your glory, Your authority. Greatness is at my fingertips and in my hands. It is in what I touch and impact (Pluto). Greatness is in me and all around me. Greatness is breathing (Uranus). It is being wide awake, scintillating, and radiant. I am completely free and unencumbered. My way is clear. Neptune is great love, calm love, sweet love, poised love. Neptune is the reverse of the worst love. Neptune is unobtrusively there love.

I can’t channel or handle this inner peace (Saturn, Uranus, Neptune & Pluto) without being intelligent, alive and aware. I am not trying to work out the ways of the world. I am working out a way of being functional and unobstructed in the world. I am stepping over into the promise land. I have to quit dwelling in dust. I pick up my bed and walk. I sleep the peace of angels and I awake ready for the new day. It’s going to be a great day!

If this sparkling philosophy is tested, I am the imposer of the tests. Will faith fail here? Will You fail me there? Where will it break down? When and what will be the next little test? Will it be money that I don’t have? I am the constant factor in all things that I call life. I must be and stay in the simple place. I am vulnerable only to tender leanings. I quiver at the gentle press and I follow the Sun. I follow the light. I respond to love. I am a center of love.

Fifteen  hours after the Full Moon, the Sun will enter Capricorn and the Winter Solstice, the longest and darkest day. After the Sol-stice (Sun-still), the days will begin to get perceptively longer.

The Moon enters Cancer about an hour after the Full Moon. Cancer is ruled by the crab. We are crabs with hands. We can grasp without pinching. Cancer the Crab follows Gemini, hands (arms, legs, feet, nose.) The feet and legs are connected to our mobility. We get about. Our mind informs our emotions. Our emotions and feelings, inform our deeds. Cancer is the anchor upon which we stand. (It naturally rules the point opposite the midheaven (tenth house), the lowest point on the chart, the fourth house.) We must learn to walk on water. We must learn to feel our feelings and still shape our dreams. Mercury informs and collaborates with our Moon. Today’s thoughts overlay, intersect, and interconnect with memories that are history. If we retain the shapes chiseled by hardship, lack, abuse, ignorance, and hard times, our lives reinforce that, put brick and mortar to that, build that. We have to allow ourselves to shift our shapes by staying current, staying in the current that is coursing toward inevitable victory.