Lunar Eclipse
June 26, 2010
4 Capricorn

Are you going to stand your ground and stand the enemy down? Are you going to persist, or will you quit? Are you going to fight, or will you be blown off and blown away?

The energies are high for walking away because the pressure is too much. You just can’t withstand any real metabolic change. It’s like the crisis of being born. What do you think the baby feels like? Yippee, I’m being born now? Or, what the heck? The baby is being squeezed out of that place they have been safely carried, and I’m guessing it is crisis for mother and baby.

On the eve of change, we are not always so happy, even if it is good. Some kind of thundering quaking begins to occur within and we just don’t know exactly where we are going, what we will become or if we can sustain it. What if we fail? What if we really look foolish because we let it out there and now we are going to fail on a more public stage where others will be looking at us and judging us. Oh Lord. what if we are found lacking? Rather than risk change, we remain as we are, even behind old fences and within failed but familiar circumstances.

We are being called to emotional resiliency; the ability to withstand and endure change, even if it is so uncomfortable that we just want to quit. Chances are if you are reading this, you are a light bearer. And to really be a light bearer, you have to be a light being. The light must not only be on your tongue, it must be in your vibrational response to things.

You are only human. So maybe your first reaction is to frown or to fear. Maybe you want to be bitter and vitriolic. Maybe you react like a big baby or a spoiled brat. Maybe you don’t do yourself proud to yourself. And maybe to avoid consciousness of those unpleasant suggestions you balk and walk. And as you walk you blame. Or you dig a depression into which to fit your imperfection.

Now is the time for all good humans to come to the aid of our estate. Please don’t run. Don’t walk away from the gold. Bear with your discomfort and be present for the light being to brighten in you and become more “on” and powerful.

“You may be concerned with how you treat the planet for future generations, but what about how you treat others? The way you react to certain situations in life has more of an impact than you think! Find out why the new era of social responsibility might just be emotional.”
(Oprah magazine)

This statement captures the grand cross in cardinal signs, including Saturn in the mutable sign Virgo. The cardinal cross is the relationship cross, the individual, Aries; partnership or lack of it, Libra; emotional resiliency, Cancer and disciplined response and overseeing; Capricorn.  Saturn, ruler of Capricorn is in late degrees of Virgo, the sign of the light bearer who can also be the critic. Sometimes in order to make it better, or more perfect, little things have to be picked on and loose ends have to be taken care of. If you have been battered by criticism, you may be overly sensitive to it, even when you need it. Or you can live always waiting for the other shoe to drop (Pisces), always waiting for the rejection or the firing or the disgrace.

The grand cross is the relationship cross and Jupiter conjunct Aries reinforces the personal agenda, or for the agenda for which you are personally responsible. You have to do your part and not be a weak thread or a hole in the fabric of life. Remember. Everyone is experiencing Jupiter in Aries somewhere, and here they want to be free. And they meet you where you want to be free.

And then there is the Pluto in Capricorn part that is being treated to the tidal pull of the Moon, where we may feel like we just want to blow emotionally because we can’t stand the hint of our own shadow. We may express this as a disdain for authority or for anyone who tries to boss us around. We can make someone else the tyrant to be undermined, instead of following the dictates of the North Node in Capricorn that tells us to take ourselves in hand and get ready to exalt in cooperation and harmony.

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